Angry

Good morning. I know for a fact that most of you had a better night than I did. I’m so angry and frightened right now I can’t even deal. Yesterday while I was at work, my landlord/roommate (living room lethario) kicked the psycho roommate out. I guess earlier in the week he noticed money missing from his wallet, an old laptop stolen from the basement and then yesterday morning his GPS was missing from his car. He had asked him about the money and the laptop, but he denied it. He thought maybe he misplaced the things, but then when the GPS was gone, he knew. I guess they got into an argument and then he kicked him out. I was at work so I have no idea what happened there. Well, my landlord roommate went to work and while he was at work, the psycho came back, kicked in the basement door and stole a tv, XBox, drum set, clothes, and some other stuff from the basement. He made his way into the upstairs and took a stereo system as well. He must’ve heard the cops coming or something because he never made it into my room. THANK GOD. I guess a neighbor called the cops or something. Again, I have no idea. He had to have had help because he doesn’t have a car to get away with all this stuff. My landlord roommate texted me to come home around 4. I had no idea what was going on and when I got home he was changing the locks on the front door and then started telling me what happened. A cop came and he had to talk to him and show him the damage and stuff so he never got to go into details with me. I ran to my room and made sure all my stuff was still there (I have a lock on my door, but he could’ve easily just kicked the door in). I was so grateful none of my stuff was taken. I just sat there. I told the cops none of my stuff was taken and then the landlords son showed up and flipped his shit because it was all his stuff that was taken (he lives with his mom but has a room in the basement. He never stays there though). I felt so bad for his son. He’s only 19 and from the sounds of it worked really hard to save for everything. I just stayed in my room because I didn’t want to get in the middle of all that. I just burst into tears. I cried for a good hour.

I got emails and texts from friends that I had texted when the cops were there to tell them what happened. I was so embarrassed. I can’t believe that this is what my life has become. Seriously. So then the landlord leaves with his son without saying two words to me. I was scared the psycho was going to come back! I didn’t want to leave though because I wasn’t sure if the cops were coming back or my landlord. I had no idea what was going on! My “friend” called me and calmed me down. We figured that the psycho stole the stuff to pay for drugs. My “friend” joked that he probably needed more samurai swords. Laughing helped and we stayed on the phone for awhile. Then I called my family and my best friend in Chicago. That got me all worked up again though. I was losing it. I’m so angry that my landlord let this guy stay there and I’m angry that he suspected this guy of taking things and never told me so I could protect myself. I’m angry that I have no idea if they caught the psycho. I’m pissed off. Yeah, I can say “Oh, I’m just glad no one was hurt and none of my stuff was taken.” Obviously I’m happy about that. I mean it’s just stuff. But fuck that. That’s not me. I’m pissed off that this is my life right now. I’m not Suzy Sunshine about this sorry. I think what’s pissing me off more than anything is that my landlord roommate is keeping me in the dark about everything. I live there for christ’s sakes! Asshole.

Anyway, obviously I wasn’t in the mood for cooking so I heated up a Healthy Choice Lobster Ravioli meal.


It was disgusting. It didn’t taste like lobster and the sauce burned my throat. Don’t buy this mess. I didn’t work out this morning because my achilles still hurts. I’m getting it looked at tonight though. Thank god because I don’t want to be home.

Thanks for reading this. I know it has nothing to do with health or fitness, but it’s my life and it sucks right now. I really don’t care about having a fabulous workout or super yummy smoothie.

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